Sorry.

So young and so dumb, that's who I am.
Sorry, but I can't
My head sometimes is just like a hell, a big cruel world
And sometimes it make me free, but just sometimes. Not always, like I want it to be.
But that's okay. It's just another year. Another chance to change everything I can.

Nightmare

I'm caught in my head
Everybody goes out, but I'm still here
Come on and save me
You said: "Sometimes I wish I could save you", but that's not true
If you love to save people, why not me?
I'm just a psycho, like everybody thought
And still looks like a dream, a really bad dream, a nightmare
I can't stop feeling
I can't just stop thinking about you
It's not because I don't want. I really want to move on. I want it so bad.
But, you know, is a disease. More that I can control.
Come on and save me.
I know "Only I can save me now" is the verse of that song, but he couldn't. He just gone. For a while I thought he was safe, but he just lied about that.
Still looking someone out there to save me. I don't want to die like him. I refuse to end up like him.
I don't want this loaded gun anymore. I need a shelter. And an armor.
I need you.