My only one

You still my only one
I only believe in my gun
Will you bring some tea or should I use my gun now?
Where are you? In my wet dreams?
Get out of my mind, stupid
I shoud be dating anyone else but you

The roof

I'm standing here in the roof

It's cold like my heart

But I can't get out

Some people out there want me to be on the floor

And I want to kill these people in my mind

But they are immortal

And I can die any time

It's unfair

But this is life

It's not used

I'm not your friend

Get out of here, stupid

I told you: I'm not that innocent!

I have this shotgun and I want to kill someone

Especially someone like you

You will die in my mind!

My mindo will never see you again, because you will be dead for me. And I don't care if you'll be alive in real life. Live whatever you want to. I don't care.

I just care about the bullets I'll loose because of you. 

Shotgun

My name is Iron Lady because I have a shotgun

Yeah, I'm always ready to kill everything and everyone in my mind!

Try, try, just try to make me feel mad and you, yes, you, will be dead, fella!

Listen to me!

I'm always ready to kill.

I have a shotgun and no fear to use it.

Sorry.

So young and so dumb, that's who I am.
Sorry, but I can't
My head sometimes is just like a hell, a big cruel world
And sometimes it make me free, but just sometimes. Not always, like I want it to be.
But that's okay. It's just another year. Another chance to change everything I can.

Nightmare

I'm caught in my head
Everybody goes out, but I'm still here
Come on and save me
You said: "Sometimes I wish I could save you", but that's not true
If you love to save people, why not me?
I'm just a psycho, like everybody thought
And still looks like a dream, a really bad dream, a nightmare
I can't stop feeling
I can't just stop thinking about you
It's not because I don't want. I really want to move on. I want it so bad.
But, you know, is a disease. More that I can control.
Come on and save me.
I know "Only I can save me now" is the verse of that song, but he couldn't. He just gone. For a while I thought he was safe, but he just lied about that.
Still looking someone out there to save me. I don't want to die like him. I refuse to end up like him.
I don't want this loaded gun anymore. I need a shelter. And an armor.
I need you.

Cigarette

You mean nothing to me.
Just a white paper.
 Just a cigarette on the table.
 I don't smoke.
 I'll never smoke.
Don't bother me, stupid.
There's no cigarette on the table.
If I don't smoke, there's no cigarette in my home.
 You're the cigarette.
You don't exist.